A bit of a rant...

I miss the days of eating whatever I want.. No, I wouldn't over do it and "eat for two" but I miss eating carbs without a care and fruit in my cereal in the morning.. hell, I miss cereal in the morning.  I miss fruit juice and Tim Hortons ice capps, oh and their bagel belts with sausage.. I miss bagels and pasta and not having to eat the same damn thing every single day. I hate having to take my sugar 4x a day, my fingers are all so sore. I am losing weight, my Dr's noticed... doesn't seem concerned yet, but it's the first time my weight loss has made her say anything. I told her it's because of the gd diet and that I'm still always hungry. She brushed that off but wrote something in my chart. I WANT FOOD DAMN IT! I miss enjoying what I eat and not being scheduled to eat at certain times throughout the day.. it's annoying. But, in the end... if it keeps my little girl healthy I can suck it up. After all.. it's only a few more weeks... I hope...